Wednesday, August 18, 2010

COMPLEXITIES....

COMPLEXITIES....thats what i've in mind right now....complexities present in my life...others' lives..in my character as well as others of course...

Well...acc to me ...i'm the most complex person on the earth...everyone else whom i've met seemed to b pretty simple to me... I've a habit of analysing ppl... measuring how complex they are n then comparing d results with my own complexities...n m not sure whether i m delighted or sorry to say but noone has come even li'l near to me in terms of....well u know it...complexities.

When i was a teenager these complexities present in my character disturbed me a lot...i yearned to know why m i like this...At the same time i wondered if everyone else is the same...Slowly i adjusted with myself...got a hang of my own skin...n once i was there..well well well...i started using it to my own benefit..
I started doing a lot of stuff...n whenever my clear conscience (pun intended) gave me warnings...i comfortably blamed it all on my complexities..u can say i got a loophole in myself...i could do things n get away with them...still believing myself to be as honest n innocent as a newborn kid..

So...as u all can interpret..complexities in u or me are not tat bad either...they r bad..i agree..just not tat bad...if u can adapt yourself to yourself...well u know wat i mean..right??

If u are still reading this shit i wrote n if u r able to identify with it even a li'l...then i guess i've found my match!
Would like to know u better...compare our complexities.. n then lets see who wins!